Tall Girl Chats: Feeling Like Too Much, Vulnerability, Disappointment

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What a WEEK it’s been! Idk, I feel like I say that every week, but for some reason this week was very ‘eye-opening’ I guess you could say. I just think that between the end of midterms and the change in the season, life is starting to act a little wonky. And that’s okay. It’s okay for life to feel a little weird; I think that it keeps you sharp and on your toes. However, when there’s a lot of ‘wonkiness’, that’s when intense feelings start coming in. 

And honestly, I’ve been feeling A LOT lately. If you didn’t know, this is my first year being on a college campus and after basically being isolated in the first two years of school. I’ve been trying to open myself up to people and just be social and make friends, acquaintances, colleagues, and the like. And after a while of getting to know someone, your TRUE personality tends to show. Not to say that I’ve been being fake, but sometimes I have to hold back from doing things because I don’t know the person and won’t know how they’ll react. Does that make sense? 

And I have a pretty upfront personality. I’m direct when it comes to a lot of things, especially for the things that I want. So if I’m trying to hang out or do something with a particular person, I will make it known. But lately, I’m wondering if that’s becoming too much for people? I don’t know if me trying to make plans with them is happening naturally or I’m kinda forcing them into things? 

Whether a friendship or a meeting or something of the sort, I’m the one doing the most in terms of getting that ball rolling. Which I don’t mind. I don’t mind doing these types of things first; we don’t have any time to waste! But I think what I’m trying to say is that there isn’t much reciprocation and I’m wondering if it’s because they’re thinking that I’m doing too much to “get that ball rolling”. I don’t even know if that made sense. 

There’s just a lot going on lol. Tune in to the full episode below for more! 

Thank you so so much for tuning in to this episode. I really appreciate it and I appreciate you. As always, feel free to hit me up on my socials @atallgirlspodcast on Instagram, TikTok, and Pinterest, and let me know what you thought of this episode. Have you been feeling the same way too? Do you have any advice? Also, feel free to leave me a review below and let me know how tall you are! I’ll catch you in the next one! 

Goodnight and goodbyyyyyeee,

India